this url brings back so many painful memories. to avoid bittersweet flashbacks, I've decided to alter everything from this point on. Thank you for everyone who kept up with me along with this url. And I know I sound like someone's dying but yeah, this alteration will help bury things better left forgotten. And to everyone who read this dramatic--ew--description, you have all of my gratitude but seriously you just wasted your time!! go on to my new url!!